Here I share my thoughts, laid out raw, as I discover new layers of being throughout my doctoral studies. Today I sit as a second, NO FOURTH, year doctoral student; a mother of two, NO THREE, wonderful little girls; a wife; a friend; a sister; a daughter; an advocate; and an individual agent. Where else do I sit? Come, discover with me.
15.2.12
Am I walking the student to professional bridge?
First, I am neck deep in writing my dissertation proposal- it's slow coming, but at last I've found momentum. I even have an outline skeleton (you know, the type with headings and no meat). And, while it has A LONG way to go, at least I have a road map with focus (see my earlier post on my promise to focus)
Next, I have my second job interview coming up- they are paying to fly me out and are taking me to dinner after the long day of interview related activities- WHAT?!?!?!? That's never happened to me before, but my husband says, "welcome to professional interviewing".
Finally, I got my first formal (AKA paid) keynote speaker request for a state level conference ALL ON MY OWN!
With this evidence before me, I think perhaps the bridge over stormy student waters is finally materializing for me, and for that I am entirely grateful. I know I have a loooonnnnnggg journey ahead, but at least I am beginning to not only visualize myself as a scholar (see earlier post on when this happened), but am starting to partake in independent professional activities.
Wish me luck!
1.2.12
Hot off the Press- Inclusive education and graduation rates
Inclusion and Graduation Rates: What Are the Outcomes?Goodman, Hazelkorn, Bucholz, Duffy, and Kitta (2011)
Journal of Disability Policy Studies 21(4) 241–252
Abstract-
In response to federal and state mandates, students with disabilities increasingly are being educated in more inclusive settings. Although accountability related to state curriculum standards and standardized test scores is important, graduation rates may be the critical factor in deciding whether current educational policy is resulting in successful outcomes for students. This study examined the records of 67,749 students with mild disabilities in Georgia during a 6-year period to determine the effects of inclusion (i.e., the amount of time spent in general education classrooms) on graduation rates.
Results indicated a 62% increase in the percentage rate in inclusion for students with mild disabilities, while graduation rates for students with mild disabilities have remained stable (+0.4%) at less than 30%.
31.1.12
Developing a Dissertation Proposal Part 3: IRB advice
This is for 2 main reasons:
1- Your major professor/advisor must be on the IRB, requiring that he/she have all their certifications and approvals up to date with your local IRB. Thus they are not able to officially be on your study until they pass through each gate; If they're not on it, you don't get approval. And, if your advisor is as busy as mine, timeliness and follow-through in these types logistical matters is not commonplace.
2- The IRB approval process is slow and out of your hands.
I have witnessed more than one colleague delayed by a semester or more in graduation because they're IRB didn't get approved in time for them to start data collection when planned.
That being said, I don't plan to start data collection until next fall (6 months from now), therefore I started my IRB process 6 months ago. That is one full year ahead of time- IT STILL ISN'T FULLY APPROVED. After working through each revision mandated by the review board and obtaining their stamp of approval (something I celebrated) I must continue to wait for all study staff to update their certifications with our IRB.
So my advise for you dear reader is this: START YOUR DISSERTATION IRB NOW, even if you have to revise later. It seems to be much faster to amend/revise an approved IRB study than to obtain initial approval.
Just my two cents. Take it or leave it.
:)
24.1.12
Developing a Dissertation Proposal Part 2- Your conceptual framework: A How-To Guide from Maxwell
6.1.12
Developing a Dissertation Proposal- part 1
This also happens to be the semester during which I will complete my qualifying exams- double YIKES!
I end today with a favorite quote from my reading this week:
"In the mass detail that goes into the planning of a research study, the writer must not forget that the proposal's most immediate function is to inform readers quickly and accurately" (Locke, Spirduso and Silverman, 2007, p.6)
.....now how's that for hitting me where it hurts right out of the gates.
Wish me luck folks and come back often as I chronicle this journey with you- enjoy the ride (then I can be sure at least one of us will).
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Locke, L.F., Spirduso, W.W., Silverman, S.J. (2007). Proposals that work: A guide for planning dissertations and grant proposals (5th ed). Thousand Oakes, Sage.
3.1.12
Dabrowski's Positive Disintegration through Poem
To me I see it exemplifying Dabrowski's Level III: Spontaneous Multilevel Disintegration whereby individuals live with inner turmoil sprouted from tensions between who they are (their "is" based on personal values/morals) and who they ought to be based on societal/cultural/familial values and norms.
Dabrowski, K. (1996). The theory of positive disintegration. International Journal of Psychiatry, 2(2), 229-244.
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The Poem:The Chameleon
by Ellen Dove Fiedler (as cited in Daniels & Piechowski's, 2009, Living with Intensity, p.168-169)
Sometimes you see me; then you don't.
I know the tricks for blending in.
My color's bright,
A glowing hue,
Changing with your point of view.
My awareness, truly keen,
Makes me be sure
I'm seldom seen
Unless, unless it's safe for me-
Safe to be all I can be.
In surroundings where no threat
Causes me to fade and hide,
Filled with doubts
And deep despair,
Not quite belonging, anywhere.
If you will see me as I am
Then I can let you come inside,
Into a place
Where you can find
The treasures of my hidden mind.
I'll share my secret world with you,
Tell you my dreams,
My thoughts, my plans.
And then, at last,
Perhaps I can
Know who it is I really am.
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That last line, "know who it is I really am", is powerful and sad...........
20.12.11
Keeping all Students Safe Act (S. 2020) Introduced!
Barb Writes:
I am writing to share the exciting news that S. 2020, Keeping all Students Safe Act, has been introduced by Senator Harkin in the Senate. This bill represents the strongest piece of legislation to date on this issue, and includes a prohibition of the use of seclusion, an anti-retaliation clause, a provision mandating that only the force necessary for the emergency be used, and a required debriefing session should an emergency that leads to restraint arise. I've attached the bill and bill summary for your use and review.
This bill represents the tireless hours TASH and APRAIS members have invested since 2004 to put an end to these abusive practices, and I am very grateful for your work and for our growing number of champions on Capitol Hill.
A letter of support from TASH to Senator Harkin is also attached. I plan to send this to the Harkin team by 4:00 PM today -- let me know in advance of that time if you have any questions or concerns. Also, please do not hesitate to send letters of support to Senator Harkin from any organizations you are associated with. FINALLY and most importantly:
Now is the time to educate your Senators on the importance of the bill and a request to co-sponsor. The Holiday break (which lasts through January 23) is a great time to meet with the Home District office!! OR, simply call your Senator's office (listed on the website of their office, or at www.congress.org<http://www.congress.org>) and say:
Please co-sponsor S. 2020, Keeping all Students Safe Act.
Happy Holidays!!
Barb
Barbara R. Trader
Executive Director
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